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haix..having bad daes in school..it has been 3 daes back since after prelim..bad daes is due to e bad results i got back..disappointed wif it..having high hopes in my results and tis wad i get back..mathx paper..stil okay..not realli wad i actually aim for..got 69..nid juz one more mark to got A2..haix..actually got one working is actually can get marks one but i use pencil den mr lee sae cun give lol..den i bo bian..give up in looking for tat topid one mark..haix..can get B3 happi a bit bahx..cuz luckily not like mid yr..fail..eng paper..hmm..ogay ogay lahx..my eng always not so good can get 62[B4] i m content olready..wad else can i ask for..a miracle to change my marks ma..tis wun ever happen one..so tat wad i can juz wish for..juz to pass it jiu happi le..physics..haix..realli wanna give up on tis sub liao..study oso stil onli get 26 marks over 50..although did not fail but is done so badly..is like spend so much time revising tis sub..but stil get tis result..wad can i do..m i topid or wad..everytime c paper like wad ever i study b4 oso forget..cun stand tis anymore..haix..juz wish before n levels can catch up on more bahx..try to rmb n ask help from my bro..ss paper..haix..fail[20/50] stil..go for night class still tis kind of results..do i nid to open my book den i m able to score well lei..is like school works is like always okay good..but cum to exam or test fail..juz pass or so..haix..n is like onli another week plus to n level ss..haix..wad to do??haix..poa..haix..cry for it..i actually fail tis paper..one of e paper i actually shld score well n i m aiming to study accounts one..but i fail e paper..haix..not onli disappointed wif myself ..my teacher oso..she did not expect mi to have tis kind of results..mi oso..she ask mi y tat time i almost wan to cry out..but i control..dun wish to cry in class..i answer her tat i spot qns is not realli like tat lahx..is juz tat e topics i spend most of my time studying it..it did not came out..so a lot dunno how to answer..din realli spot qns..but juz tat when she ask mi i was like wan to cry den dunno how to answer her lol..haix..made my teacher disappointed in mi..sorri..chem paper..haix..oso bad..got 25/50..haix..oso hv high hopes to score well in it but yet is stil like tat..add up together wif my physics..is score 51[C6] for my combine sci..haix..how m i ever gonna pass my n level like tat..will be getting my geo tmrw..no hopes in it..juz dunno y..may be is bcos got back so many bad results so dun wanna put any hope in geo n let myself disappoint more bahx..haix..sad...dunno wad else can i do..study is like no use to mi..or is it i din put in much effort when studying..i juz dunno y..totally disappointed in myself..gtg le..study time..

7:30 AM;

hihix..went back to school toda..since after my prelim..results r back but not all..thing went well for tis dae..quite a lot of classmates din cum to school toda..heex..dey self declare holiday nahx..heex..meet my co frenz after school..long time nv seen dem..miss dem a lot..heex..mi..jia..jt..bf went to pioneer mall to eat lunch..while eating we tok joke etc..ha..den there got a lot of pri sch study making a lot of noise den toking abt things..ha..we thought of complaining to their school nahx..heex..after eating we all walk separate ways..jt towards north..jia towards south..bf towards east n mi west..ha..cuz we eat tat place is quite near our hse..heex..n all in different direction..at nitx lei..went to school to study..mdm rani ask us to cum mahx..my frenz spread e msg..so go..hahaz..but in e end she nv cum for some reasons bahx..den we study on our own..but no for long..hahaz..den we toda oso made quite a lot of noise veri different from we usual when we cum for we last few nitx..heex..we study until abt 8 den we went to mac n eat..we go there eat n make a lot of noise hahaz..oso not say veri loud lahx..heex..joke..play..tok..blahx..den after we went hm lol.. heex..so fun toda..juz wish everyday oso like tat bahx..heex..ogay le..got to study..heex..c ya..

1:28 PM;

hihixx..long time since i last updated liao..buz wif exam blahx during tat period..hahaz..but end last thurs but stil haben got e time to update..cuz go out to hv fun n relax a bit before starting to prepare for n level..tat is abt less dan 2 mths..arrg..heex..thurs after e last two papers which is eng paper 2 n chem..mi..von..zy..yl..sk..alas..tg n lida..when to je n ice skate..so fun..btw we 8 onli two noe how to ice skate..which sk n alas..den we rest try lol..although i not e first go ice skate liao..but stil cun get e hack of it..so got fall lol..pain..wai..heex..but hv lots of fun..after tat we go eat mac..den joke play etc..after tat..we all dismiss n go home lol..end of e fun tat dae..heexx..fri..yippy we those taking o level chinese no school so mi yf lz went town shop shop..first went to fareast..buy some thingy..den go other places..shop around ..den after tat we went to eat pizza..after tat due to dunno where else we can go jiu take go back to jp..go jp buy thingy den go home liao..but stil hv lots of fun lahx..long time nv go shopping liao..ever since i sec4 cuz exam mahx..cun play le..muz study..so tis was e onli dae go out shop shop..wanna shop again is muz after n levels bahx..haix..long..sat n sun mi bored at hm..sat okay okay lahx..got teev to pei mi..watch almost e whole dae..sun is e worse cuz got e pm's talk a lot of shows cun be watch..arrg..bored mi to death..heex..so happi..as toda mi no nid to go school..so slp until veri late den wake up..heex..hpe toda will be a betta dae for mi..heex..haix..thinking of going back to school tmrw..n gonna get results..i wanna faint liao..my results will look lyk shit to mi..my poa..is e worse paper.. a lot i dunno how to do..or is i place at e wrong area den ans wrong..arrg..hate tat paper..tis is one of e paper i think i will score well..but now is one of e bad le..no hope at all..e rest to mi is what i think i willl get as before..hope my mathx..will no fail mi..tis is my onli hope left liao plus my eng..haix..tink will stop here liao..all else dunno wadx next mi will write..heex..n time to study a bit of my work liao..cya..

*another 15 daes to n level ss liao..muz work hard..jia you!!

4:23 AM;

haixx..haben been updating recently..buz wif my studies as prelim started olready..haixx..prelim start last week on thurs..done 5 papers olready..mathx paper 1 & 2 [paper 2 done quite a lot of careless mistakes..arr..no tiime to check..hate it..paper 1 lei..juz done todae quite okay..oso made lots of mistakes..seh..hope dun fail tat's all]..eng paper 1 [quite okay..able to write..but dunno got out of pt a not..hope nv..]..physics [haixx..lots of qns dunno..den any hell write..arr..all tat i study b4hand nv cum out..wadx de..nvm..hope can pass no matter is by one mark or juz nice]..ss[no tiime to finish..shit..spend too much time on source based..haixx..]..tmrw is gonna be geo..arr..my weakest sub..wadx i gonna do..help man..heex..juz bliff my way thru..like wadx my previous teacher teach..hahaz..other den examx..last sat celebrated my mother's burfdae b4hand..hahaz..den eat lots of thingy n plus is e onli dae i m able to relax..heex..oso got back mu o level chinese results on fri...got b4..haixx..okay okay la..got disappointed but is wadx i expected i would get b4hand..so okay la..not tat too sad..heex..gonna retake on nov..heex..sign e paper le..so muz work hard hope can get A1 or A2..wish wish wish..heex..todae after mathx went mac wif yf n lz..study n later went back to school for extra geo lessons..hahaz..was gud..learn thingy..hope i can rmb n used it for tmrw..hahaz..mm..think i gonna sign off here..is studY tiime......

7:33 AM;