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haix..having bad daes in school..it has been 3 daes back since after prelim..bad daes is due to e bad results i got back..disappointed wif it..having high hopes in my results and tis wad i get back..mathx paper..stil okay..not realli wad i actually aim for..got 69..nid juz one more mark to got A2..haix..actually got one working is actually can get marks one but i use pencil den mr lee sae cun give lol..den i bo bian..give up in looking for tat topid one mark..haix..can get B3 happi a bit bahx..cuz luckily not like mid yr..fail..eng paper..hmm..ogay ogay lahx..my eng always not so good can get 62[B4] i m content olready..wad else can i ask for..a miracle to change my marks ma..tis wun ever happen one..so tat wad i can juz wish for..juz to pass it jiu happi le..physics..haix..realli wanna give up on tis sub liao..study oso stil onli get 26 marks over 50..although did not fail but is done so badly..is like spend so much time revising tis sub..but stil get tis result..wad can i do..m i topid or wad..everytime c paper like wad ever i study b4 oso forget..cun stand tis anymore..haix..juz wish before n levels can catch up on more bahx..try to rmb n ask help from my bro..ss paper..haix..fail[20/50] stil..go for night class still tis kind of results..do i nid to open my book den i m able to score well lei..is like school works is like always okay good..but cum to exam or test fail..juz pass or so..haix..n is like onli another week plus to n level ss..haix..wad to do??haix..poa..haix..cry for it..i actually fail tis paper..one of e paper i actually shld score well n i m aiming to study accounts one..but i fail e paper..haix..not onli disappointed wif myself ..my teacher oso..she did not expect mi to have tis kind of results..mi oso..she ask mi y tat time i almost wan to cry out..but i control..dun wish to cry in class..i answer her tat i spot qns is not realli like tat lahx..is juz tat e topics i spend most of my time studying it..it did not came out..so a lot dunno how to answer..din realli spot qns..but juz tat when she ask mi i was like wan to cry den dunno how to answer her lol..haix..made my teacher disappointed in mi..sorri..chem paper..haix..oso bad..got 25/50..haix..oso hv high hopes to score well in it but yet is stil like tat..add up together wif my physics..is score 51[C6] for my combine sci..haix..how m i ever gonna pass my n level like tat..will be getting my geo tmrw..no hopes in it..juz dunno y..may be is bcos got back so many bad results so dun wanna put any hope in geo n let myself disappoint more bahx..haix..sad...dunno wad else can i do..study is like no use to mi..or is it i din put in much effort when studying..i juz dunno y..totally disappointed in myself..gtg le..study time..

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