look out of the window.

toda is cny eve eve..n is e dae of roc11 gathering..heex..morning stil hv lessons as usual until 1045..was damn boring man..y muz hv lesson??cun we juz celebrate n go back hm??sianx ar..not mani came to school toda..including xiao xiao tou cuz she go back to indonesia wif her family..den no one sit beside mi..heex..veri bored lahx..physics lesson i kip msg her..some abt work some juz crap..got nth to do ma..lesson a bit boring but when teacher came 'scold' us a bit lahx..cuz some of us nv do his work properly ma..so..heex..but nth much lahx..den poa..cuz not mani ppl cum so ms yeong nv teach juz test us some qns lyk e double entry for tis for dat..dat's all..eng cher little bit moody..den dat all for lessonz..heex..coz mi 0945 jiu leave class n go help in cca..heex..happi..no nid b in class le..but to cca dere also quite bored coz dey hv a bit of practice b4 e performance at 11..but lucky yh dey all cum back but not all of dem lahx..coz some got work..at 11 go down c performance..was quite okay lahx..all e performance..cuz last time usually mi on stage so dun get to c e performance but tis mi can..heex..so mi cun give much yi jian abt it..heex..after all e performance prize giving jiu go back le..den i yh hy vivian n their frenz call 'ah ma'[nick] go jp dere ma kan debn we chat chat crap n gossip..heex..after dat walk walk jiu go back hm rest n change..heex..at abt 6 plus mi go jp mi ah flo den go meet e others at marina dere..is roc11 gathering time..heex...but too bad not all can cum..haix..den we go eat steamboat..so nice e food but mi coz stomach dunno y after lunch jiu veri e bu shu fu so din eat much..but we hv lots of fun..we took photo blahx blahx..but hy diana n bf go back a bit earlier coz dey cun so late go back ma..den onli left mi ah flo vivian yh n jt dere lo..den we play games take photo..we left dere abt 10 plus..den took mrt back hm..now e way back stil crap lo..heex..fun nahx..next time hope stil hv tis kinda outing n hope all can cum..heex..kzz le..tis my end of e dae of cny eve eve..heex..n now is midnitx..is cny eve le..haha..later stil hv go my uncle hse..buai lo..heex..slp time..zzzzzzzz..

11:04 PM;

long tiime nv updated tis bloggy of mine le..2mthx le bahx..school has reopen n i m back for abt 20daes le..sianx ar..sec5 life is so different..more stressful..new thingy to learn..hv to adapt to e new formats of some paperss..arrr..juz how i m going to finish tis..killing myself first will do it..hahaz..lyk i can lyk dat..no courage n i dun wanna die juz bcos of tis..heex..may be will find a way to conquer tis..heex..other den school work..cca is another problem..is lyk now going back i not much of e mood to be dere..in past feel dat is so fun to b dere den can play my instrument but now..lyk nth to do..mayb is bcos now e ppl left dere r my juniors n none of my batch friends..somemore none of my classmates r e same cca as mii..haix..sianx lahx..everytime go dere lyk gt nth to do..dun feel lyk going back lehx..but cun ar..nid my cca points n attendance plus muz help to c dat co continues to 'survive'..heex..cun let all e seniors n ours hard work go to waste..heex..miz all e times with my co frenz dere miz e times where we hv fun playing our instruments together..heex..but now all i hv to do is to adapt to e life of a sec5..no matter is studies or cca..heex..plus mi stil hv frenz in school ma..so dere will stil be fun n stories will nv end..no matter when n where i m..heex..sec5 muz work hard n get into e course i wan..i dun wan to let myself down but mi stil in holidae mood..cun reali concerate on studiez..haix..sianx ar..mayb after cny will bahx..heex..if not i going to die liao..heex..jia you!!heex..cny is reaching..roc11 gathering is also reaching..get to c frenz n get money..heex..wan hv lots n lots of money tis yr..hahaz..tink i go do work le..heex..buai!!happi cny in advance..heex..=>

10:48 PM;