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long tiime nv updated tis bloggy of mine le..2mthx le bahx..school has reopen n i m back for abt 20daes le..sianx ar..sec5 life is so different..more stressful..new thingy to learn..hv to adapt to e new formats of some paperss..arrr..juz how i m going to finish tis..killing myself first will do it..hahaz..lyk i can lyk dat..no courage n i dun wanna die juz bcos of tis..heex..may be will find a way to conquer tis..heex..other den school work..cca is another problem..is lyk now going back i not much of e mood to be dere..in past feel dat is so fun to b dere den can play my instrument but now..lyk nth to do..mayb is bcos now e ppl left dere r my juniors n none of my batch friends..somemore none of my classmates r e same cca as mii..haix..sianx lahx..everytime go dere lyk gt nth to do..dun feel lyk going back lehx..but cun ar..nid my cca points n attendance plus muz help to c dat co continues to 'survive'..heex..cun let all e seniors n ours hard work go to waste..heex..miz all e times with my co frenz dere miz e times where we hv fun playing our instruments together..heex..but now all i hv to do is to adapt to e life of a sec5..no matter is studies or cca..heex..plus mi stil hv frenz in school ma..so dere will stil be fun n stories will nv end..no matter when n where i m..heex..sec5 muz work hard n get into e course i wan..i dun wan to let myself down but mi stil in holidae mood..cun reali concerate on studiez..haix..sianx ar..mayb after cny will bahx..heex..if not i going to die liao..heex..jia you!!heex..cny is reaching..roc11 gathering is also reaching..get to c frenz n get money..heex..wan hv lots n lots of money tis yr..hahaz..tink i go do work le..heex..buai!!happi cny in advance..heex..=>

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