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i had a super bad dae toda..got back all moi examz results..n it totally sux..fail damn a lot of subjects..n how m i suppose to pass o lvls..though ppl kip telling mi mid yr not tat important n it would not be counted in o lvls..but wif tis kinda results how i m suppose to believe tat i m able to pass o lvl..onli a school exam i m unable to do well..so wad i m suppose to get in o lvls..shld hv juz do moi n lvl badly n go straight to ite??y for waste time cuming back here to waste moi time n may be i will go back to ite in the end..i juz dunno..feel lyk crying but dunno y cun..haix..lots of things went through moi mind when e papers cum back..one after another look even worse..though i noe dat i m weak in dat particular subject but i din execpt to fail e paper until tis bad..i study so hard..put in lots of effort but in the end wad's e result..i dun not noe wad to sae lorx..work hard also not use..wad e hell m i suppose to do i dunno..i hate it man..i hate moi life..it sux..i m not afraid of getting scolding frm moi mother but is juz dat i damn bloody disappointed..haix..i dunno wad to sae..i dunno whether i wanna continue to work hard a not..tis results make mi not wanting to work hard anymore..work hard lyk no use at all..shiiiitt..i juz dunno wad to doo..arrghh...results r:
_____mid yr result_____
english F9
mathx E8
combine hum D7 [ss 25/50; geo 21/50]
combine sci C6[chem paper 2 21/65; physics paper 2 44/65]
POA B4
chinese B3[last yr o lvl results]

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who can tell mi wad i m suppose to do next..work hard stil get tis kinda results..wad i m suppose to do????cun even get into e course i wan..none of dem at all..helpppppp...............!!!shld i work harder..dun work harder??give up ..dun give up??i juz do not noe..haixxxx....disappointed...=<

may be i would start revising moi work??..though i think a lot abt giving up lahx..blahx..but i tink dat i m a little lucky to be back in sch n hv moi chance to take o lvl..i dun feel lyk juz giving up when i already put in so much effort..haix..contradicting.. i dunno..haix.....=<

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