look out of the window.

finallyy i done wif moi oral ytd..
was damn blooodyy nervous b4 e oral..
or mayb also durin de oral???
but anyway its over le..
wad grade i will get i dunno..
but i m gonna do both moi compo n compre beta..
hopin to pass moi eng!!!=]]
heex..

gt moi prelim timetable on tues..
i dun realli LIKE de timetable!!!!!!
1st dae jiu cramp three papers 2gether..
is lyk wad de..
but other daes r quite okayy bahx..
haix..i cun change anithin now..so hv to accept it..

e prelim timetable :
[[11/09]] EnG pApEr 1
SociaL sTudiEs
Mathx pApEr 1
[[12/09]] POA pApEr 2
[[13/09]] Mathx pApEr 2
EnG pApEr 2
[[14/09]] SciEnCe (PhYsIcS) pApEr 2
GeOgRapHy
[[18/09]] SciEnCe (cHeMisTry) pApEr 3
[[19/09]] POA pApEr 1
[[20/09]] SciEnCe pApEr 1

tues went to mac to study wif inu n jia..
went dere after geo lesson..
it has been a long time since i last study wif dem..
mmm..de last time was when we were stil in sec3??
hahaz..memories.........
we study abit jiu went jp to look at e tcher dae present we planning to buy 4 mrs ng..
went dere to take pics too..hahaz..
after dat jiu go back de..
cuz cun go back so late mahx..

ytd also went to study wif inu jia jt n flor at mac after oral..
dey study 4 deir exams[[xcept 4 jia cuz she finish exam liao]]
i do moi hmwk..
n study a bit of geo n mathx..
den abt 7 plus went back to sch..
cuz help cc dey all da bao dinner..
n i end up studyin dere tooo...
went hm quite late..
abt 2130 lyk dat..
so tired when i reach hm!!

toda nth much happen in sch..
chem lesson mrs heng show us e answers 4 e prelim practical..
i gt some qns correct..some wrong..
mayb will pass???
i dunno..
den she also return us test paper [[e one on alkane alkene]]
haix..i fail dat paper..disappointed!!=[[
gt e same mark as physics [[14/30]]..haix..
din get back de one on metals..
hopefully dat one i will pass..
heex..
mathx lesson go thru papers..
ss gt back test paper also..
scored 14/25..
nt a veri good grade although i pass de paper..
haix..
POA lesson mahx..
do other sch papers lyk usual..
enG lesson do summaryy..
haix..think moi summary i exceed de no.of words needed..
juz hope dat i gt moi pt in de front parts..
no asap toda so went to jp 4 awhile jiu go hm le..

gonna c ROC11 peeps on 31st aug..
veri de qi dai..
hahaz..
steamboat together??take lots of pics??
will decide den..heex..=]]

holidae is next next wk..
but its nt fun at all..
as its 4 miie to STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!
cuz after dat its de start of prelim le..haix..
think i onli can hv fun after o's bahx..
heex..

time to study..
so till next time..hahaz..
wish miie luck 4 prelims..!!
hahaz..buaiizz..=]]

2:52 PM;

it has been a long tiime since i last blogg..
gt back moi POA paper on fri..
16/25 [[B4]]..
nt a veri satisfying mark for miie..
done lots of careless thingy in de paper..
n is damn disappointin..
but i wun give up..
i will do beta next tiime..

fri de eng lesson was to pass around our compo for other to read..
tcher also gif us 4/1 de compo to read..
i play cheat sia..
din pass moi paper at all..
lyk veri de paiseh lahx..
let others read..
hahaz..
so was holdin on moi paper till de end of e lesson den gif tcher..
heex..
stil gt another compo to write for ms ouyong
n i stil nt done wif it yet!!![[wed hv to hand in...shittt]]

Yippi..!! im finally done wif moi sci prelim practial..
was damn scared ytd..
kip thinkin tat i will forget tis forget dat..
luckily i din..
n i manage to finish it on time..
im usually damn slow when i do practical especially for chem..
lesson slowly do..
if cun finish copy..
heex..
luckily toda..
hahaz..

physics de practical was a bit weird..
cun c de triangle on de white board..
gt do b4 tis experiment leh..
but dunno y toda de so weird..
so i kip thinkin whether is i do wrongly or wad..
took quite a lot of time for physics..
but i dunno whether did i do it correctly..
hope so is done correctly..
heex..

chem de practical was okayy okayy bahx..
but hor when wan to on de fire dat time..
kip on cannot on..
den i thought gt prob man..
but luckily in de end can on..
heex..=]]
den de 2(a) gt one nid to use limewater..
i din use..
cuz i seems to forget is wish one..
so do lighted splint de..
den flame was extinguish so cun be hydrogen or oxygen bahx..
den gt de used of limewater so i juz write de gas as carbon dioxide..
heex..
dunno conclude correct a nt..
but shld be..
den for de limewater i juz write "white ppt is formed"
heex..

actually practical seems so fun..
but dunno y lesson time i dun feel lyk doin leh..
kip on doin it so slowly..
haix..
dunno y???
after practical was been "locked up" in de music rm..
hahaz..stupidd lahx..
den gt nth to do..
n i moi handphone wasnt wif miie..[[surrender to tcher in de beginning]]
no music to listen..
BORING!! n somemore hv to stay dere until 12 plus..
luckily e guys gt bring cards..
so borrow frm dem n we play dai dee..
but play for a long time is actually veri de sianx..
at around 1130 lyk dat shift 2 den cum n join us..
also collect back hp den..
hahaz..luckily nv conficate..
heex..
waited for tiime to pass n is time to go hm..

went to jp for lunch wif linda lz yufen n arina..
after went to popular..
walk walk den i n linda jiu go library..
after dat walk hm..
chat wif linda while walkin hm..
kip tokin abt de past examz..etc..
but thinking back..
all those memories r so great..
heex..=]]

may be going out study wif jia dey all again??
dunno when??
plus i gt lessons after sch..
haix..
wan to buck up le..
nid to study!!!=]]
oral is on tis thurs..
afraid..but will do moi BEST!!
heex..

think i end here le..
studiii tiimee!!
buaizz..=]]

3:16 PM;

damn it..
gt back moi geo paper on mon..
n guess wad i flunk de paper..
n wif a miserable mark of 8/25..
arrrghh!!!!
how m i suppose to pass combine hum tis yr????
moi ss also nt dat gd to help miie save geo..
haix..

N lvl dat time is dun how get 2..

now???

flunking dat particular sub..

stupidd!!!

i nt onli flunk moi geo..

i fail moi mathx again..

haix..

15/40...

wad a mark to c..

gt back de paper..

found mani careless mistakes i hv done..

n i m so pissed off..

if onli i had nv done those mistakes..

mayb i m able to pass moi mathx for once tis yr..

passin mathx is lyk had ended last yr after N lvls..

mayb beginning of tis yr i dit pass one..

i dunno..

mathxxxxx...!!!!

m i stupid or wad..

y du i kip failing it..

is lyk i m back to moi old self..

when i was still in pri sch..

pri sch moi mathx was lyk shit..

until cum to sec 1 den gd..

n now back to moi old self again????

haix..

save miie man..!!!!

i m tinkin whether i m able to pass moi o lvls n go to poly tis few daes..

last yr i think of whether i m able to pass n lvls ..

n i dit pass n made it to sec 5..

but den moi results were nt as bad..

now???

most of de sub kip failing..

n i cun help by thinkin dat i wun be able to make it..

haix..

sec5..

moi most miserable yr in sec sch..

frenz always tell miie to treasure de time in sec sch..

but i m spendin moi last yr in sec sch miserably..

how???

or may be i shld nt think negatively but postively..??

i dunno!!

stil left poa ss n chem results haben get back..

but it will be soon..i think..

hope de next one i get back i wun fail again

haix..dun wan think le..

juz continue studying..

n i wun give up now but i m afraid..=[

toda physic lesson was boring..

i wasnt reali listening..slp..wake up..slp..wake up..[dunno how mani times sia]

mr tan nv cum toda cuz he go reservice..

so a relief tcher came..

she go thru fajar paper..

so juz copy de anwers den go hm try to do cuz i din do e paper yet..

mathx go thru test paper..

poa go thru mcq..

eng ma..

gt back moi compo from ms ouyong..

quite a no of red marks..

n is all tenses..

arrgghh..

again???

when ever wud i correct tis mistake of moi???

stupid..

but hope i wud improve as i go along..

n hopefully pass ENG!!!!!

hahaz..

ss was watchin video n writing notes..

quite useful lahx..

but din realli manage to catch up wif somethings..gt quite a few pt miss..

haix..

slow lahx miie..

heex..

now i will continue to work hard to de end..

wad de results will be i dunno..

juz work hard..

heex..

hv to study le..

JIAYOU!!!=]

buaiii...

3:40 PM;

todae wake up wif a bloody bad mood..
dunno wad e hell iz de reason..
reach sch was okayy..
but was damn tired..
if it was nt bcos gt chem test i wun wan to cum..
i wud juz pretend to be sick n dun cum..
three daes of break..
n is lyk de last dae of e wk muz go back to sch lyk wad's de use..

chem test..
arrrgghh..
again it is lyk shit..
tcher sae no calculation in de end test dat..N i DIN study it..
study de organic acid so hard..tinking dat she wun test qns on it..
NOT a single qns of it is tested..
once again i study e wrong things..
thx to moi stupid thinkin of wad de tcher would cum out..
arrgghh..
m i gonna fail another test..
hope nt..
i failed moi physics n i dun wan to fail chem..
cuz i dun wan to FAIL combine sci!!!!

din get back ani other test papers todae..
cuz gt some ppl haben taken de paper..
arrrgghh..
was so anxious when thinkin dat i wud get back de paper toda..
next mon will get back geo..
cuz is mdm rani sae de..
hope i can pass..
wish miie luck!!

toda is de dae ppl get backk their o lvl chinese results..
moi class de results..
wad can i sae..
it shock miie..
lots of C grades in moi class..
n is lyk how can it be..
arrgghh..
dunno whether dey wud retake a nt..
some shld be bahx..
hu knows..is their choice..

after sch..had ss asap straight..
tcher teach venice..
hahaz..
cuz gt no time le mahx..
i was damn tired at time..
but try to kip awake to copy de notes..
after lesson went wif rac,lz,yufen,von,arina n linda to market to hv our lunch..
food dere was nice..
but dere's so much i cun eat[meat] cuz toda is fri..
haix..
nvm..dere will be alwayz a next time..
hahaz..

went back to sch after eatin cuz stil gt phys asap..
lesson start at1545
TCHER WAS LATE MANN!! wad de..
stupid sia..
he started off his lesson wif his naggings..
n it was so borin dat i wan to fall aslp le..
after dat he give us St Patrick's paper 1 to do..
i score 12/20 if i nt wrong..
arrggh..
score was lyk shit..
den when he going thru de paper..
gt once i juz wan to put moi head on e table..
he say to miie "dat gal dere..u cum here is nt to slp"..if i din rmb de sentence wrongly..
shIT sia..
juz wan to rest for a while also kana sae by him..
haix...so de rest of de lesson i try nt to put moi head on de table lorx..
lesson ended at abt 1700 lyk dat..
next sat stil gt another lesson..arrgghh..
y always is our claz hv to change de timing..stupid lahx..

after lesson went to library to help karmun return her bk..
den i look for bk..
linda pei miie go..
den she also use de com so waited for her..den jiu go hm le..

to cc..
if ya readin tis entry..
dun be to upset wif de grades u get..
u can do beta de next time..
n wud reach ya goal..
dun give urself too much stress..kayys?!
good luck n i wud b alwayz dere for ya..
JIAYOUU!!=]]

kayys le..
will end here..
buaii..=]

7:45 PM;

finally im done wif e two tests toda..
poa n ss..
ss was quite okayy?!
a paper is last yr de o lvl paper..
i think..
hopefully i can pass?!
last qns was a rush..
any hell write sia..
dunno correct a nt..
but anyway im done wif dat paper..

poa test..
arrggh..
i done e paper..
n is lyk shit..
din balance moi balance sht..
den i lyk from de start i jiu do wrong liao..
how?!
gonna fail poa?!
NO!!
tis cun happen..
argggh..
feel lyk dying liao..
other den dat qns mahx..
de rest okayy okayy lahx..
gt one is write reason de..
i dunno whether wad i write correct a nt..
cun fail tis test..
PRAY!!=]

after sch..
when to find mrs ng..
c whether i nid to write abt e zhenghua thingy for de cca card..
i was a helper..
though i think i din help out much..
juz help juniors look after their things..
mrs ng told miie ya..
so i ask her help miie sign..
den i go hm den write de details..

after dat went to jp library wif yufen lz n linda..
study?!
hahaz..
i end up dunno doin wad..
try to help lz solve mathx qns..
in e end din solve..
wan to study poa lyk no mood..
in e end we sat dere n tok..
hahaz..
around 4plus left library..
went to linda hse..
cuz lz hv to wait for her father to cum n fetch her..
we at linda hse play game..
fun sia de game..
but i lyk veri de kuku..
dunno how to control..
stupid miie lahx..
hahaz..

lz's father came at abt 1740 lyk dat..
den shun bian send miie hm..
thx ar lz..
save moi energy from walkin hm..
heex..

toda was lyk no lesson for miie other den geo n chem lesson..
cuz mathx tcher use it for de cca thingy..
eng is use for ss test..
poa test..
mt is slackin time..
hahaz..
onli geo n chem gt things to do..
YEAH!!
tmrw is half dae of sch..
wed national dae..
thurs holidae..
hahaz..
so happi..
can relax..
but stil nid to study lahx..
chem test on fri..
sianx..

hmmm..tink i will write until here le..
is dinner time..
heex..
buaii=]

7:15 PM;

physics lesson toda was okay okay..
gt back test paper..
as i predicted..
i failed e paper
haix..
when going thru de paper..
lots of careless thingy i done..
haix..
stupid miie..
lesson was until 1420 lyk dat..
after dat change den went to mit jia dey all..

was fun toda..
did enjoy moi self..
but tooo bad din get to enjoy de fun for de startin..
lyk enjoyin a meal together,takin neoprint etc..
haix..
n i din get to mit up wif flor..
cuz when i reach she alreadi left..
maybe next time..
all of us will mit..
bf din cum toda too..
sad..=[

leslie left nt long after i reach..
den we went round shoppin..
first stop is e mickey mouse shop..
miie inu jia n cc each bought a shirt..
e shirt i bought quite nice lahx..
n price is cheap[[$17]]..
heexx..
but yh,hy,viv,diana,jt left for bugis..
so left us 4 onli..

took neoprints together..
tried to make funny faces..
but end up onli a few gt bahx..
hahax..
tried hard next tiime bahx..
went to jo's craft..
miie n inu each bought a necklace..
diff in colour..
haix..
veri ex man[[$28]]..
but stil is nice..
dun tink will regret bahx..
once in a while mahx..
heex..

after dat walk walk for awhile jiu go back..
went to jp wif inu n jia for a while..
den go swensen to eat..
at first is say onli eat ice cream..
but lyk veri weird lahx..
go dere juz to eat ice cream..
so we call for a set of meal den we share..
hahax..
so nice to eat sia..
it has been a long time since i last ate at swensen..
love e chocolate ice cream..
hahaz..
im a chocolate freak..=]

long time nv hv so much fun man..
hv been studyin for test etc..
no time to even rest..
toda hv fun..
tmrw hv to start studyin again..
poa n ss test on mon..
haix..
jiayou bahx!!

tues[08/08] dunno wanna go watch fireworks a nt lei..
lyk nv jing ju li c fireworks b4..
always onli on tv..
anyway also dunno mother allow a nt..
haix...
dao shi hou den sae bahx..
heex..

hao le..
end here bahx..
going to slp liao..
hv lots of fun toda..
till next time we mit again bahx..
next time take lots more photo..
heex..=]
nitx..

[[photos n neoprints taken toda]]

miie n inu
jia miie n inu

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after:before: after:

11:57 PM;

it's a long tiime since i last blog..
was packed up wif tests..
haix..
until toda den can rest moi brains for a while..
den lata at niitx continue to study..
cuz gt 2 more test on mon..
ss common test n poa..
n is gettin nearer to prelims liao..
arrgggh..

wed juz finish moi physics dat is on radioactivity..
arrrghhh..
think i gonna fail de paper sia..
cuz i onli noe how to do some qns onli..
haix..
de dae b4 hv to rush out one compo for ms ouyong..
cuz i got her lesson on wed..
did manage to finish de compo..
but ending up i gt less time to studii for de physics test..
arrrggh..
is lyk shit sia..
cun be bother to think abt it liao..
wad is done is done..

din went 4 de co farwell party..
cuz gt geo test on thurs..
n moi geo test was also lyk shitt..
able to write de 1st qns..
but de second one..
is no time plus i dunno wad to write..
so i m gonna fail another test..
n is nearlyy prelims..
HOW?!

toda nahx..
gt emathx test..
can do some qns onli
i hate moiself man..
y din i think of de ans for qns 2 faster..
i handed in de paper wif qns undone..
cuz at first i dunno how..
is lyk so simple n i dunno..
wad de hell..
hand in liao..
den i kip thinkin..
in e end i noe how to doo..
bai bai waste le 2marks..
haix..
think i gonna fail man..
n is another paper again..
n somemore is emathx..
HOW?!HOW?!HOW?!

all moi three tests dat r done is lyk shitt..
hope de other two dat is next mon wun be lyk tis three anymore..
i dun wan to fail again..
STUDY!!STUDY!!STUDY!!!

tmrw mit dem le..
it has been a long time sia..
but i gonna be late..
cuz i hv physics asap from 1pm to 2.30pm..
n i suppose to mit dem at 12pm..
stupid tcher..
put tis timing for us...
n more our usual asap for physics on mon is gonna change to sat..
cuz our timing is clash wif 5A..
so change ours..
haix...
so unfair..
however gonna mit dem..
i veri de qi dai..
no matter wad i will stil go n mit dem de..
let's enjoy tmrw..
neoprintxxxx..
heexx..

hao le..
think i gonna end here..
go n studyy liao..
den tmrw can hv fun..
heexx..
buaiii for now...!!=]

2:36 PM;