look out of the window.

FINALLY im thinking of writing my blog again..
NEGLECT it for LYK 3 mths now..
sorry to those who r reading my blog..

month of august
went in msia wif jean for camping wif fabian's family but in e end is not camping due to reasons..
so we ended up in a resort..n dat is where i lost my spec which it has been wif mi lyk for 1 dae onli..
super cool i sae..haha..
ps.mum din scold mi..haha..
gamble dere too n lost all RMs..haha..

celebrate mum's burfdae too..2 burfdaes..haha..one lunar bdae one eng bdae..
pay for e lunar bdae one..ex but was worth while..haha..

went to chalet too..alden burfdae..haha..
had fun gambling wif jean' s godpa n fabian n his two bro n jean too..
hmmms..did lose money but not as much as e one in msia..haha..
was being jean's kid during the chalet..haha..she bbq for mi..lyk a mother..hee..

sch starts in tis mth tooo..
n dat's is where all e no time n stress cum from..
hmwk assignments test..toooo mani things to do..

month of september
other den schooling..
took out time to meet up wif mdis fren, rocs etc..

went drinking wif manda,ryan,ronald n a few of manda's starhub frenz..
din drink much cuz was sick..den stay in hotel 81 wif manda n felicia dat nitz..
had fun wif our supper..haha..share a tub of icecream wif felicia..small de..hee..
next dae jiu go msia wif manda n jean..went hm quite late dat dae..

went out dinner wif mdis frens too..though not all went..
but was enjoyable..get to meet up wif ppl i din meet for quite sometime..
ps.i actually camp myself at e library at esplande for 5hrs b4 e dinner..haha..real siao i m..hee..
went wif manda jean n felicia to sentosa to suntan..though i not dat veri keen of tanning cuz im alrd so dark..haha..
but still went..fun:)

went chinese garden wif yijia, inu n jing..tis yr additional of inu's bro..
we also brought out own lanterns to play wif..c hu burn it first..haha..
mine din burn..hee..except when we purposely burn it..
play wif sparkles until e whole area lyk so smoky..dunno y..
took photos..hello kitty was e theme for tis yr..
ton outside for that nitx..cuz we sae we wan to eat mac breakfast at 4am..haha..
actually wanted to go pool n arcade de..in e end close for renovation..
so we went to e pool table at e bowling area to play..FUN!
waited until 4..had our breakfast..
when we were abt to go back..rain HEAVILY..so yijia call her dad to fetch her n send us hm..THANKS!
reach back actually tot of nt slping cuz going to meet jean to go in msia..but in e end too tired so slpt den wake up den go..
went msia again..drank..tis time i vomit cuz i drink when im so tired n is pure de too..
in e end i din stay overnight cuz grandpa admitted to hospital..
so mum ask mi to cum back..
travel in the midnitx..hhaha..

went out for movies wif yijia n jing too..hana yori dango..hee..
chalet wif mdis frens..
actually suppose to go back on sat morning..
in e end all left while i was still slping..
den end up i join ryan manda dey all e starhub chalet..
so sun morning den cab back wif manda..

month of october
went sentosa wif yijia inu n cc..sun tanning again..

met up wif hui yu diana n flor after dat for lunch n shop ard..

dinner wif yijia n inu at jp..fei cui..had our xiao long bao n other stuffs..haha..super de full..:))

send my bro off to aus for his training on e 7th..

yi lu shun feng bahx..all e best..

sch leh..assignment n test..busy busy busy..

results leh..all not good...veri depressing for mi..but will work hard no matter how..

almost every sun i cum to mum's office to study..hmmms..since after e chalet wif ryan dey all..

is beta for mi..

cuz i realli nid time n concenration to study..

if not i will c myself failing one module n another n another..

not dat i wan to stress myself but is lyk no choice..

if i dun buck up..i realli will die..

im alrd starting to see myself as quite a useless person..

in stat grp work..im lyk no use in e grp..simple things lyk finding a secondary data also dunno how to find..

in assignments n test i can actually make silly mistakes causing myself to lose marks lyk dat..

haix..sometimes i juz feel lyk banging my head on e wall n juz go into coma lyk tis..

den i will nt hv to think of those..

sometimes i wonder if i make a right choice to study deg tis fast..

even my bro can tell mi he is juz a poly grad n im alrd a uni student..implying wad?!

mayb its juz nth but juz a comment, still i will think of it..did i make a right choice..

but dere is no answer to it..

cuz is alrd a fact im a uni student..n i cun juz gif up after paying great amt for e sch fees..

BUCK UP, JIAYOU..dat is all i can sae to myself..haha..:))ps.tis is to bonbon jie too if u r reading..

ps.now playing pet society..haha..onli time when i relax a bit..

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